i am so going to hang a dream catcher to net all my bad dreams. WTF really. i had enough of this shit.
already know what i am gonna wear for CNY this year. but then i was thinking.. wear so nice to go other people house sit and watch tv. waa piang can be more boring a not. and i don’t know how to gamble so i most probably have to watch teebee with kids. wuddafuqqqq! but i cannot don’t go. its compulsory to be where your family goes on CNY. -.-
i am loving my new bag. small and chic. goes well with my clothes. goes well with my new year dress. good.
so people knew i was going to pass when i wasn’t sure if 3 days of skimming through the book was enough. rigged much? lol. rigged your ass. i am sho happy! but the next one is so much more technical and i dislike technicalities. knock me out please.
i find it very funny when people ask me for tips on relationship. lol. i am no guru lor. i don’t know why am i so rude today. hahahahaha. i am kinda loving being rude. anyway we were seated around the table at my house void deck and my friend A asked me how can i be sure ming won’t cheat. how to be sure? lol. track him meh. fuq la.. also don’t have that kind of time on hand. if i have the free time i rather go laze or do something else then torment myself with this kind of questions.
but cheating is the deal breaker for me. both friend A & B says they won’t forgive and just move on because the trust is no longer there. i don’t know lei.. if i love someone that much and if its a one time mistake maybe can still find it in the heart to forgive but aiya.. this kinda stuffs very hard to say. so they were shocked they say it isn’t like me to say forgive. lol. i think so too. aiya bu zhi dao la.
then friend B say that most girls very insecure, once the insecurities kick in they will go scream at the bf demanding to know this and that. but in my opinion nothing wrong with sharing. maybe ask in a nicer tone like.. HI DARLING WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN YESTERDAY HUH? got wrong meh? LOLOLOL. hahaha. sounds a bit sampat. so he was saying that even if you feel real insecure also must die die act the part of a calm gf. LOL. he says to fake it till you make it. make sense. lol. but i don’t think i can stay calm for very long if i am upset. but then again i think i have always been rather calm. aiya i don’t know.
they also said i am very manipulative because i refused to meet them anywhere else other than my house void deck. lol. kinda but i am really tired lei. and they said i talk like a chao ah lian today. HAHAHA. zhen de meh. hehehe. aiya. bu dong la. thanks for the koi ah!
