good night!

can’t seem to get rid of those chubby cheeks. sigh. at least not for awhile. i am getting damn irritated with my fringe. really got no idea how it keeps turning out to be bangs.

was feeling pretty lousy this morning till boss called me into his room. kinda surprised because i wasn’t expecting that. felt happy for awhile and it was back to moody me. nobody dared talk to me today partly because i look expressionless but that’s just what i wanted. i think i look damn tak glam the way i stuff popiah into my mouth. LOL. i didn’t even bothered to cover my mouth while eating and my colleague was talking to me. damn hard to talk with my mouth full. but AHAHAHA whatever la when i am comfortable around you i don’t mind being tak glam.

there are people who says my smile looks a ✓.haha oh man i never realized that people are observing the shape of my lips when they talk to me. but my mom thinks it looks more like a bow.

bow

the thought of it burns my heart. it matters. shouldn’t have asked.

that's me in light blue busy texting the bf

i like how this picture turns out.. forgot why agnes is sticking out her tongue at me..

as crazy as i might be, i will always cherish people who matters.

sweaty after a night of cycling @ ecp

although i am quite manly i can never quite be a man. the one thing i fear about nightfall is darkness. now recounting back about how my bf tells me about his field trip and having to navigate in the dark, i feel proud of him because i can’t imagine going through the dark alone. so yesterday the lot of us with his friends went night cycling from ecp and back to changi. this is my third time night cycling and all three times with the bf. i suspect he long forgotten about this because his memory is like a sieve but i am the opposite of him, i will always remember every thing that concerns him down to the finest details.

riding the bike and seating down to take 5 which resulted in long carefree chats is rather enjoyable. all those talks about fishing made me laugh. and i caught a glimpse of how a group of uncles caught a wild stingray at the jetty. we never made it to the barrage though. maybe the next time and the bf and i shall remember to bring cushion for our butt.

the exercise did me good. i haven’t sweat in a long long time. :)

i remembered something that happen last night and it’s still making me laugh. thanks to the bf who still reminded me about it this morning. when i woke, he turned over and said “don’t know who last night complain of bloated tummy still ask me to rub your tummy but i fell asleep after rubbing your tummy.” HAHA.

what happen was that during the cycling back from changi to ecp, my tummy felt like air got trapped at the point where the lungs and tummy meet. every single movement causes my tummy to be unhappy but it was nothing i couldn’t bear. however after i washed up and fell asleep the tummy got angry again. so i prod the sleeping bf next to me to help rub my tummy. what the sleepy darling did was to pat my already bloated tummy which causes me even more discomfort. -.-

but somehow i managed to fall asleep after that. maybe sleeping in his arms helped.

一眼之念， 一念执着 注定就此飞蛾扑火 明知是祸为何还不知所措 最好不见最好不念 如此才可不与你相恋 多一步的擦肩 就步步沦陷 是时间的“过错” 让我们只能“错过” 我多想念 你多遥远 早知道是苦果 这一刻也不想逃脱 “可惜”这字眼太刺眼 两个世界 之后 只好 情深 缘浅 是时间的”过错” 我们只能”错过” 我有多么想念 你有多遥远 早知道结局是不能抗拒的错

等夏天等秋天

等下個季節

要等到月亮變全

你才會回到我身邊

要不要再見面

沒辦法還是想念

突然想看你的臉

熟悉的感覺

不 牽手也可以漫步風霜雨雪

不 能相見也要朝思暮念

只想讓你知道

我真的很好

愛一生 戀一世

我也會等你到老

只想讓你知道

放不下也忘不掉

你的笑 你的好

是我溫暖的依靠

in my opinion coming home to somebody you love after a long day at work is very important for me.
anywhere can be home,
but not everyone can be family.

要付出才会有收货.

not sure if dad was trying to guess my thoughts but it got me all bothered. we both know that i won’t talk about my problems unless i can take it no more but even then i will still put on a brave front. he told me to pay no attention but to be honest what has been told has already affected me. what i am doing now is to fake it till i make it.

Nobody believes when I say I expect nothing. I am not very particular but of course who doesn’t love pleasant surprises. Tired of defending and then explaining and then people took it the wrong way and give me the sympathy look. Take it whichever way you want yo.

Not sure what to expect of this Saturday since I never been out with this group of people before. But I think it’s gonna be fun and it is a really good chance to unwind. The next unwinding session will be with another group of girls and their friends. And then another one is a bachelorette party. Like what the girls always say “you are responsible for making yourself happy”. Haha. Thanks for the enlightenment babes.

If possible I want to go water rafting with them this coming june to Malaysia. Life is too short to squander precious time doing nothing.

anybody can drive/accompany me go mustafa? pretty pretty please!

The answer is becoming a little all too clear. And unconsciously the mind has decided.

]]> http://marchbabyy.com/2925/feed/ 0 http://marchbabyy.com/why-like-that/ http://marchbabyy.com/why-like-that/#comments Thu, 02 Feb 2012 14:54:41 +0000 MarchBabYy http://marchbabyy.com/?p=2919    Read More ...]]> dafuq. i can’t seem to strike a balance between these two group. i am going to become an outcast soon. why like that.

last dinner as a group tomorrow night. kinda sad. i am super emotional kind of girl. aiyoh. don’t know if that’s a good or bad. but what to do? life still goes on. gonna miss you all. come to think of it they are like my second family, i interact with them on a daily basis of more than 7hours. zhen she bu de.

I still have a few more stuffs to buy. Like boots, beanie and fleece wear. I hope I still can fit in my jeans otherwise I may have to scout for a new pair. Oh yea speaking of which, I nearly forgotten to send my coat for dry clean.

Frankly speaking I am feeling quite bothered but then again who cares. lOl. Forget it.

Tomorrow is another long day gonna go get some sleep.

x

^^. still w/ baby fats

been listening to 98º. memories. had clam chowder with bf today and again it brings back memories. don’t know when was the last time both of us had the leisure of time to take a break from work and just chill the rest of the week away.

it is written in the destiny that i will lead the stupid boy to victory. :)

Chinese Zodiac Snake

The twelve signs of the Chinese zodiac are divided into four trines. The Snake shares the second trine with the Ox and Rooster. These signs are better natured than the first trine (Rat, Dragon, and Monkey) and as such are more balanced and make great leaders. The signs in the second trine hold the second highest place of honor in the Chinese zodiac. Snakes are fire signs and are associated with the summer.